Relationship status:

We're "officially" taking a "break".


Yeah, it's vague, and we don't know exactly what it means beyond being friends and focusing on studying while we contemplate what it is we really want. Seems like a good place to be, and we're both happy with that right now. I guess he's still my boyfriend, and as Eric put it, if we decide to stay together it'll be really good, and if we decide not to, it'll be okay.

It was good to go to McDonalds and talk and "debrief" how things had gone the last couple of days. We laughed a lot--made up for some of the tears from Sunday night. Yeah. This is a good place to be right now. At any rate, it allows some time to refocus on school and prioritize. We still love each other-- that's pretty clear. That's the whole point of this excersize. (Gosh, I sound like a teacher.)

I'm feeling pretty good about my Jubilee Fellows application, as I mentioned. It feels good to have that out of the way-- as soon as I hear back from a couple people about the essay, I'll be handing it in. I'll probably have an interview in October, so ya'll can be praying for me about that, too.

Peace is a beautiful thing. That's where I am right now. Praise Jesus, Hallelujah. Amen.

Betsy Joy joy joy joy.... down in my heart :)