b interview

well. the barnabas interview went... alright. it was hard not having both of my hearing aids (still have no idea what happened to my left one) and i found out at the end that there are twice as many applicants this year as there were last. scary scary thought. i'm not feeling very optimistic about getting the position, but i went through with it and did the best i could. i'll find out sometime the week before spring break, probably.

sigh.

tomorrow, then, is the project neighborhood group interview. that should be interesting. the individual interview last week went pretty well, so we'll see how it goes. i don't know when i'll find out the results for that.

stress.


it was good, though, to read what i had written 3 months ago about applying for leadership, and to reflect on the prayers over me in Glasgow. a wee bit of courage there, aye.

i miss my life last year. i miss it a lot. sometimes i really don't know who i am when i look in the mirror-- just someone who's waiting for the next thing to happen, i guess. something else that will challenge me, define me.


♥ betsy joy